Yeah, I finally set a solid schedule for updates and i fuck up the first time. real, smooth, Eric. anywho, my shift and enter keys are fucked up on my keyboard so it's a real pain in the ass to type anything, so i'm gonna keep these short for a while till i get things back on track. As for updats, i finally snatched a job, so i won't be as panicky for a while, though if you get to know anything about me, you should know i'm a cynical son of a bitch, so something bad's gonna rear it's ugly face soon. I just know it. Best friend's been awfully friendly lately. You know, too friendly? Like, i've probably seen him more often the past week than the previous month combined. it's weird, is all. i'm probably giving the guy too much credit since he can hardly plan an evening with his friends let alone some dastardly scheme that will leave me reeling and wanting to seek revenge in 10 years time.
adittedly, i'm sure some of you are thinking," you're a real prick, eric, talking about your friend behind his back like that." i won't argue with you. it is underhanded and low and stupid. but it's just how my mind works and i need a medium in which to vent and i've done everything else, and this seems to work for me cuz someone might see it and tell me to fuck off or actually decide on some constructive criticism is in order. i just want feedback, cuz i've had a tough time for a while and i just want to write what i feel, have people see it, and be like, " This kid is on to something," or "i think i could offer my 2 cents. i don't mean to be a jerk, but i've almost died holding everything in and i've got nothing else to do but type on here. Everybody else i want to talk to thinks i'm nearly clinically insane, or at least getting there.
Longer than i wanted it to be. night, kids.
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